Nerves of Jello...

We are basically three weeks out from the midterms right now and...well...

I'm trying to feel optimistic, but it's bitten me in the ass so many times with this man.

But still...

He's worried. His administration is worried. They are seeing polling that is making them believe the polling we are all seeing.

The reason why I know they are all worried is because they are destroying at hyperspeed now. He's gone full mask off Russian puppet. I asked Brent if the people who poo pooed all of us who said from the start that he was a Russian asset, could admit it now, he said no way, they have too much wrapped up in him to admit they were wrong for so long. Even though some of them are fading back a touch due to how expensive everything is they still wouldn't be able to say it was foreseeable.

Trump is saying the quiet parts outloud. He's going to pardon everyone right away, including himself. The people around him are screaming for voters to come out and support them so they don't get impeached. He's destroying everything he can as fast as he can.

And this is all before the election. If it goes the way we are all hoping how bad will it get for the next two years?

It's impossible to be fully optimistic right now. There always seems to be something worse around the corner with him.

But still... the polling is good. Though I keep reminding myself that if polling were completely accurate we would have had President Hillary Clinton back in 2016. Polling isn't voting.

But maybe? Maybe it will be good.

Maybe it will be so good it will be impossible to overturn.

Maybe it will be so good that Congress will find their spines again and actually put some brakes on this administration.

Maybe it will be so good that Alito retiring won't fucking matter.

Maybe...

But it's impossible to be fully optimistic right now when it has all been so bad for so long.

But I'm really trying.